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So really, I am both frantically getting ready for Halloween, and looking forward to it. I'm so nervous that I won't be able to get motivated to finish my costume in time. Gonna be Peppermint Patty. :]
Overall, things are going well. I was really worried for a while. Before ROUND 2 with Destiny, I had never been broken up with. And, ahaha, I did not handle it well. At all. Constant panic, constant nausea, constant self-hate.
But the trip to DC for the National Equality March really helped. A ton. Got my mind off of things. Bonded with new and old friends. Met some new people who I'll probably never see again, like these completely adorable gay veterans.
And now? Now I'm back to being me, mostly. :]
Still having flashes of emo!Jess. But for the most part, I'm okay. Getting back to being the same old laid-back me of whom I approve.
Went on a date last night. With a girl who is so sweet. Sosweet. And so fucking far out of my league, haha. I don't quite understand what she sees in me. But I am A-OK with that.
And I know and love her cousins. ♥ They're such cool kids, who I've known since high school. Plus, they approve, which is always a good thing.
But overall, my life has been pretty normal. Class. Sleep. Got a haircut. Midterms. Being awkward.
Overall, things are going well. I was really worried for a while. Before ROUND 2 with Destiny, I had never been broken up with. And, ahaha, I did not handle it well. At all. Constant panic, constant nausea, constant self-hate.
But the trip to DC for the National Equality March really helped. A ton. Got my mind off of things. Bonded with new and old friends. Met some new people who I'll probably never see again, like these completely adorable gay veterans.
And now? Now I'm back to being me, mostly. :]
Still having flashes of emo!Jess. But for the most part, I'm okay. Getting back to being the same old laid-back me of whom I approve.
Went on a date last night. With a girl who is so sweet. Sosweet. And so fucking far out of my league, haha. I don't quite understand what she sees in me. But I am A-OK with that.
And I know and love her cousins. ♥ They're such cool kids, who I've known since high school. Plus, they approve, which is always a good thing.
But overall, my life has been pretty normal. Class. Sleep. Got a haircut. Midterms. Being awkward.