Homecoming 06 Didn't Turn Out So Good.

[clndestinewhore]

Below 32 degrees out.
I'm freezing.
You just stand there.
We walk in.
After we sign in.
We walk through the door.
You leave me.
So you can go see haley.
A girl that never gives you the time of day.
And here I sit.
In the crowd,
Because I can't find any of my friends.
It hurts.
Because I know that you saw me there.
All alone.
But you were to busy,
Waiting for haley.
I thought that this would make us friends again.
But It just made it 10 times worse.
And don't say that I'm being a bitch.
How would have you reacted?
You would have been pissed if I blew you off.
I don't know why I said yes.
I had a feeling that this wouldn't go well.
Why would you ask me if you were going to do this?
But I put a face on that night.
But it wasn't the makeup.
A smile.
Holding back the tears.
Still to this day I guess I still have feelings for you.
But not like that.
I don't want you.
Since you've changed.
People say that people change.
I never thought that was possible.
Until you did.
And I thought that if they did,
It would be for the best.
But in your case,
It's for the worse.
Why can't you be who you really are?
I just don't understand.