(no subject)
Alone again
is this by choice?
watching everyone else get up get out
get older
am I anything more than I was before?
I feel like I am going backward
get up get out
get on with the show
left behind
only one left to take the fall
can we ever live up to our dreams
I always say someday
but today was someday and so were all my yesterdays
and yet here I am
saying someday someday I'll be something great
and what does that mean anyways?
maybe this is all I'm meant for
low wage
low class
low point in my life
when I'm supposed to be hitting my highs
peaked early instead of often
figured myself out
made myself out to be something amazing
and then let the cards come tumbling down before me
I figured out my stories beginning, and I like to imagine the end
its the in between that needs some filling in.
daily reminders I am behind the times
will I ever be what I want?
is this by choice?
watching everyone else get up get out
get older
am I anything more than I was before?
I feel like I am going backward
get up get out
get on with the show
left behind
only one left to take the fall
can we ever live up to our dreams
I always say someday
but today was someday and so were all my yesterdays
and yet here I am
saying someday someday I'll be something great
and what does that mean anyways?
maybe this is all I'm meant for
low wage
low class
low point in my life
when I'm supposed to be hitting my highs
peaked early instead of often
figured myself out
made myself out to be something amazing
and then let the cards come tumbling down before me
I figured out my stories beginning, and I like to imagine the end
its the in between that needs some filling in.
daily reminders I am behind the times
will I ever be what I want?