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[clmbingthestars]

Glad I gave up that night,
one last ditch effort to salvage what we had left
turns out I'm just your call girl
a warm body to hold you over until the next one gets in your bed

I thought we had something real
but fairytales are a lie
and turns out I was never really over him
just trying to forget

some things you can never forget
like the fact I loved so much I was willing to pack up and move 500 miles
or that I had 365 reasons I could never ever love anyone like you
mixtapes, 3am phonecalls
and that little bed we shared
these things meant growing old together
and moppy headed little monsters who'd be all ours
heres to the future we'll never have
to true love wasted on those who are too broken to know it
heres to all the fairytales we'll find ourselves faking
and the pieces of our hearts we'll leave behind each and every time
tragic mistakes made us who we are
too bad beautifully broken isn't easily mended
I could stitch up all those tiny pieces and make you whole again
if only you had let me
but some things are too hard to overcome
young and in love quickly turns to old and alone
who knows if anything or anyone can heal this jaded heart
we sleep alone