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my dad used to tell me that i gave the best hugs. i remember the smile on his face that formed each time my arms opened and reached for him- it was one reserved for me, and it is one that i havent seen in quite a long time. because i grew and she got sick and i couldnt let myself feel anymore.
on saturday i sat with him as he cried, and i couldnt let go. that afternoon, she put her arms around me as i did the same, and i couldnt hug her back.
ive got issues with tissues and im not quite sure what they are. this visit has been long and upsetting. my house is dirty and smells like boys. i am behind in my work and have missed class. and im worried and unsure of what im suppossed to do. i dont want to let them go.
on saturday i sat with him as he cried, and i couldnt let go. that afternoon, she put her arms around me as i did the same, and i couldnt hug her back.
ive got issues with tissues and im not quite sure what they are. this visit has been long and upsetting. my house is dirty and smells like boys. i am behind in my work and have missed class. and im worried and unsure of what im suppossed to do. i dont want to let them go.