last clixnwhistles post: say goodbye
I've decided to stop the lj. i plan to keep writing everyday but to put it in a book. a brother gave me chronicles and i think it may have changed me forever. you guys have seen me go through everything, you got to see, as they say, warts and all. and i've always wanted you not to like me a little, because i think everyone has problems with everyone. and it's best for people not to put me on too high a pedestal. you're puttin the pussy on a pedestal is what i'm trying to say. jk. i haven't been talking about a bunch of things, things about me that are much darker than i'd care to admit, basically there's an alcoholic suicidal chronic depressive side that only the most hardcore of fans have pegged. and i plan to deal with this head on through the music and therapy and exercise. (i sound like tom cruise's advice for postpartum psychosis.) actually if you can believe it, gerard way is one of my big inspirations to do this mc thing right. he hasn't had a drink in a year and does fifty jumpingjacks before every show. looks like i best go shopping for a bullet proof vest.
so, to say farewell with this journal, let's hope there's more like it, like users/chrishouse, users/corpsegroom or users/mrmom. i've always loved my time here. i know i always wished that the journals i kept before i got on a computer could talk back to me, like kitt or something. and you guys did, not always nice stuff, but mainly more than any human could ask for.
tour starts this friday, the book starts tomorrow. if your coming to tour lemme know below, if not, please change your mind and come, and bring five friends. if you've ever been an mcchris fan or you're thinking about becoming one, i just gotta say thanks. thank you from the bottom of my heart. i hope you realize that i've been telling half truths my entire career and it's about time i come clean. don't worry i won't lose my sense of humor, even though this journal is about as funny as charlie sheen. the new album will be everything i need to get off my chest. but it will be done to a beat with skits and milonakis and wk might be on it.
just thanks for putting up with my bullshit, my moodiness. i'm answering 100 fanmails a day, so hopefully everyone will receive a personal invitation to tour in the next few days. holler at yer boi. mc, the one and only, can't clone me y'all.
xomc
so, to say farewell with this journal, let's hope there's more like it, like users/chrishouse, users/corpsegroom or users/mrmom. i've always loved my time here. i know i always wished that the journals i kept before i got on a computer could talk back to me, like kitt or something. and you guys did, not always nice stuff, but mainly more than any human could ask for.
tour starts this friday, the book starts tomorrow. if your coming to tour lemme know below, if not, please change your mind and come, and bring five friends. if you've ever been an mcchris fan or you're thinking about becoming one, i just gotta say thanks. thank you from the bottom of my heart. i hope you realize that i've been telling half truths my entire career and it's about time i come clean. don't worry i won't lose my sense of humor, even though this journal is about as funny as charlie sheen. the new album will be everything i need to get off my chest. but it will be done to a beat with skits and milonakis and wk might be on it.
just thanks for putting up with my bullshit, my moodiness. i'm answering 100 fanmails a day, so hopefully everyone will receive a personal invitation to tour in the next few days. holler at yer boi. mc, the one and only, can't clone me y'all.
xomc