It's oonever - again
Well, one week after my terrific day at Disneyland, Jeff has officially decided to leave Park La Brea. Of course, we can't really afford to move at this time, so I will have to find somewhere to live. He has friends up here that will support him until he can make it on his own. I'm devastated - after having such a good time at Disneyland, I really had hope that things would get better for us, but I was wrong.
I just hope that he makes it okay and that he doesn't forget me.
I am really afraid because I don't do so well alone - I was alone for so long and Jeff breaking us up is like being forced back nto a small, cold. dark room.
I have a lot of feelings running through my body right now, but I just can't get them into words right now - except that I feel empty, very very empty right now.
I just hope that he makes it okay and that he doesn't forget me.
I am really afraid because I don't do so well alone - I was alone for so long and Jeff breaking us up is like being forced back nto a small, cold. dark room.
I have a lot of feelings running through my body right now, but I just can't get them into words right now - except that I feel empty, very very empty right now.