The one I don't know....
sitting on that rock, looking outward over what seemed to stretch on forever...it was one of the few times i was actually able to feel as if my entire life was out in front of me, for me to see and view in all its splendor. all the biases, all the low points, all the insecurities, all the displeasure, none of it was evident at that point. all i had was a notepad, the yearning for someone to be there and share it with me, and the thrill/fear of the unknown.