bliss
I stated last night that I usually turned to my journal when I was sad, to vent, whine or whatever you prefer to call it. Since I am extremely happy right now I figured I would prove myself right and post, to express my gratefulness and excitement. Less than 12 hours ago I was so depressed cause it seemed impossible for me to get a job, which kept me from flying to my girl next month like I neeeeeeed to. I am glad to announce that things are different now and I have an interview in a couple days. If everything works out (and it will, if I don't get hired I can brag about being the first student this company's ever turned down), I should be able to start on tuesday and even if the job in itself is a painnnn in the ass, I don't care cause my mind is already wandering around Boston, where my baby is, and that gives me strenght. Besides, I talked to my mom on the drive back from the train station and she asked if I had the intention to come back to France when the summer is over, to which I answered no. I feel relieved, I was a bit scared to break the news to her, but she was actually very supportive so that's cool. Babe I took a break from writing this cause I thought you were going to call me on the ride to work, but I still haven't heard from you and I hope you're okay. I miss you soooooooo bad angel, I can't wait for you to pick me up at the airport eheh. I love you with all of my heart gorgeous, you mean the world to me. Oh and babe, do you know how to choose an icon??? Cause I'm like the one idiot who doesn't have one and I can't seem to figure out (no comments required, please). Je t'aimeeeee!!