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I am a crazy mess of insecurity and emotion. Honestly I have no idea how Arjen can deal with me--I am disgusted with myself most of the time. As if there's the me that does all the stupid stuff and has all the weaknesses, and another me who is above it all and only sorry that that me isn't in control.
Things seem to be okay with Nina, I guess. She left a note on Tuesday with everything that I should do, which made me furiously angry for some reason until I accidentally knocked the bathroom clock off the wall and broke it. Then I was just miserable. But later she emailed and said it was no problem, and that she'd wanted to throw it way anyway.
On a brighter note (cause that's me!) it is our 3.5 year anniversary today! Awesome sauce. I proposed a nice risotto dinner with lambrusco (sp?) wine to celebrate. :)
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