Jan 05, 2010 06:56
I need to NOT stay up until dawn writing fanfiction. It makes me feel like Mike Patterson, though at least I have no kids or other responsibilities at the moment. But I've had writer's block for so long (I'm talking years), to be free from it is just heavenly, even if it means my sleep schedule is an utter mess.
And by the way, this is making me think that all these years and years I've been told I had depression, I actually had a B12 deficiency. It looks like a little H1N1-caused neuropathy can be a great blessing, since it led me, after a long time and more stupid doctors, to a doctor who diagnosed it and my exhaustion correctly as a vitamin deficiency. Maybe doctors should actually think about investigating physical conditions oh just a TAD MORE before telling someone she has depression and needs years of therapy and/or psychiatric meds, especially if she keeps insisting, "but I'm not at all SAD, I'm just TIRED all the time!" and nothing changes. Tired young woman does not necessarily equal depression as the only possible diagnosis!
That's a lot of capital words and exclamation points. I am a LITTLE BIT ANGRY.