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[clintusthegreat]

 I dont even know where to begin....

If its one thing ive learned recently....
It's that life is so precious....

One day someone can be here....then the next day...
They are gone...

I hate how I pretend that everything is ok...
But it's not..

Noone really knows how I really feel....
And yet, I someone asks, I wouldnt even know how to tell them....

I hate how..
Im always there for her...
Even after everything we've been through....
Yet, If I need her...
It seems like thats too much to ask...

My family puts so much stress on me.....
It makes me want to never go back to Sarasota...
My mom...
Doesnt even give me a chance....
The second I do one bit of wrong,In her eyes, She goes Crazy bitch on me.....

Im just trying to do the best I can in college....
Is that too much to ask?
Why cant she just let me be?

I just want the feeling of being in love again....
It's such an amazing feeeling...

Idk....

Life seems to suck right now....

I need to see her.....so I can laugh...
I need to see her....So I can find comfort ...
I need to see her... So I can smile...
I need to see her...So I can be me....