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yo. wats up everyone i havent updated in a while. so how is everyone. i am pretty good i still am not used to school but ill grt there. i have problems.i realized how pathetic it is that i am not over brittnry. i like cant stop thinking about her.i really wish i could. well this is a lj so if all of u people have any suggestions let me know. and yes i have tried going out with other ppl. that dosent work... i just end up hurting ppl and i really hate that. but it seems that i am really good at that.but on a compleatly different note i want to start a band. i want to play music.and i hate it that i am not. that is what i need.o man i am kinda depressed and i dont know why.i also am fat. so i am going on my diet. no soft drinks.hey if u are out with me and i order a soft drink remind me. i need help. i am gonna get down to 180.or mabey a little higher.iono ill try 180. that is a good number.o guess how much ricky weighs 169... haha69 wow. i am really stupid. i am lonely but i dont want anybody.i am fat but i love eating. i can sing i guess but i am doing nothing about it. o well. i have had a good day. and i am in a really weired mood . comment. if u please....................................................................