Attempt #483768374759
I'm trying to quit smoking again. Back on the electric cigarrette since this morning. The sweats and the twitching is pretty annoying. I'm pretty short-tempered right now even with the bit of nicotine from the e-smoke but I'm aware enough that I should not be responding to emails or anything really for at least a couple of days. By the time I go back to work on Monday, the worst of it should be over.
I've just been sleeping on and off all day because of the withdrawal from the other chemicals that are in smokes. And my lungs have started to expel "stuff." I usually call that stuff "lung butter." It's pretty gross.
The other thing I have to have myself ready for is when my sense of smell starts coming back. I remember from the last time that was actually the hardest to deal with. Because really, humans stink. The smell thing will also effect how food tastes. That's going to be difficult to deal with as well. Flavours will be different, and as a result it'll be like I have to figure out what foods and seasonings I enjoy all over again.
I just have to take it one day at a time. At least S. is on this ride with me. We figured it'd be easier if we both tried quitting again at the same time instead of just one of us.
The plan for tonight is to probably watch Supernatural and play some Sega Genesis. Granted, if today has been any indication of how it'll be tonight; it'll end up with me just slipping in and out of consciousness again. And sweating. And feeling gross.
FTW.
Random point, if you were a part of the older punk scene you'd know that FTW means Fuck the World and not For the Win.
I've just been sleeping on and off all day because of the withdrawal from the other chemicals that are in smokes. And my lungs have started to expel "stuff." I usually call that stuff "lung butter." It's pretty gross.
The other thing I have to have myself ready for is when my sense of smell starts coming back. I remember from the last time that was actually the hardest to deal with. Because really, humans stink. The smell thing will also effect how food tastes. That's going to be difficult to deal with as well. Flavours will be different, and as a result it'll be like I have to figure out what foods and seasonings I enjoy all over again.
I just have to take it one day at a time. At least S. is on this ride with me. We figured it'd be easier if we both tried quitting again at the same time instead of just one of us.
The plan for tonight is to probably watch Supernatural and play some Sega Genesis. Granted, if today has been any indication of how it'll be tonight; it'll end up with me just slipping in and out of consciousness again. And sweating. And feeling gross.
FTW.
Random point, if you were a part of the older punk scene you'd know that FTW means Fuck the World and not For the Win.