grrrrr
ok. today we had beat street. it sucked really bad. i cant remember any of the dance and it just really sucks. i cant sing my part right. it was so frustrating cuz ms sclafani would tell me to "tell a story" and that i sounded "pretty", but i needed to shout it and act it out. i tried every time i sang my part to do it better, but no matter what, she would say i needed more energy, i needed to talk to the audience, blah blah blah blah blah!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! its just so frustrating! every time we did the song she pointed out something im doing wrong or not doing at all or i need more of. i really just cant do it right. my voice doesnt go the way she wants it to....im a failure! i never do anything right. i should just go and hide under a rock curled up in a ball rocking back and forth and never participate in anything drama-related ever again. .....tear..... i hate the world.