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why do things have to be so confusing?? i have so much crap goin on in my mind lately and i dont know what to do with it...i need the little duck in the corner of my brain to whip out his broom and start sweeping away all the thoughts in my head so i can think straight. i have THREE projects that i have to do...but i havent started anything. i dont want to think about that, i want to think about other things...anything other than that. and i have no time to do them. i have stuff goin on every day after school. friday i have mini beat street rehearsal and on saturday i have mini beat street show. on sunday i have regular beat street. somewhere in there i have to have a float meeting...hm when will that be? and then somewhere in between everything i want to have some sort of a social life...but the extra time i have is the time i have to devote to all my crap projects...but i want to go out really bad. i dont know why, but im craving it. i want it to be a lot of us though. i want it to be me caitlin caitlin heather seamus louis and danielle........i dont know why but i really want us all to get together! but if i do that, ill get bad grades. if i get bad grades, then ill fail school. if i fail school, i fail life and i have to end up being a garbage picker working for someone named Mr. Thump. now im rambling, so i think i should leave this update and maybe go to sleep cuz ive been really tired lately. but i cant go to sleep now cuz my hair is still wet cuz i took a shower. so i shant leave this update or ill fall asleep with my hair wet and itll look like a birds nest, cuz ill sleep on it wrong and it wont dry straight or something bad will happen. i could also be using this valuable time to be doing my projects but like the stupid procrastinator that i am im not going to do it! im going to sit here and type stupid words that are pointless to write because im sure no one has gotten this far reading this horribly long meaningless entry. well, now its meaningless. in the beginning it was going to start out all deep and profound (like my comments in third hour about our novel 'night' and the quotes from famous people) but then i started on a rambling rampage and now this is pointless. i kind of feel like lipsincing to 'wicked' in front of my mirror and acting out all of the songs....maybe that will sort me out. it usually makes me feel better. and then maybe my hair will dry. eh. i dont know. i dont really feel like getting hyper though so maybe i wont do that. nick just popped into my mind...why did he do that? oh, maybe because im supposed to call something gay....um...does anybody know that kid josh who's really annoying and butts into everyone's conversations cuz he doesnt have any friends of his own to have conversations with??? well, he's gay. well ive satisfied my nicky need for calling something gay. ok... i would kick my own butt if i had to read this long long entry, so if anyone would like to do so, please comment and pick a time and date to do it, and ill be there. thank you. goodbye.