boots
i just burned quite a good mix and i am listening to it and i am calm and i am not obligated to do anything and i am happy.
i was at my dad's for the last day and a half and it actually wasn't bad for once. i didn't get sad or upset or anything, probably because we did cool stuff. we went and saw big fish which i had expectations for because tim burton directed it and tim burton directed the nightmare before christmas. and anyone who directs the nightmare before christmas can't direct a bad movie after. that would be a disappointment. anyway, my dad didn't like it but i did. i thought it was very entertaining anyway, and the way time kind of looped around and it was liek a fantasy but it was true but only kind of true and the whole clever big fish pun HAH. yeah, that's my fuckin review. you don't fuckin like it i don't care. \m/
but the coolest thing we did was to go to this art museum called decordova. going there was actually weird. it's in a town called lincoln where i used to live with my stepmom, and going back there gave me the weirdest remembery feelings. we drove by my second grade best friend emma friedman cohen's house. we drove by all this stuff my old bus route used to go by and it was so weird. we almost drove by my stepmom's house, which would have just been...fkjsdh i dunno. it just brought a lot of stuff back, not really good but not really bad either. i just kind of forgot about that whole part of my life for a while.
but anyway the actual museum was extremely cool. the exhibit we saw was of all these puppets/sculptures and they were all ghosts and zombies and just weird unsettling creatures, but they were also funny so it wasn't actually very unsettling. they had one called "the watchman" and it was like a life sized man carved out of wood sitting in a chair and he was mechanical so his fingers kept tapping and once in a while his eyes would move back and forth and he looked all anxious and cool and such. that one was one of the simplest but it really struck me and i dunno why.
hopefully i'll see austin alone tomorrow, it seems liek the only times i've seen him for the last week and a half or so it's been with other people, which is fun and i like it, but it seems like we haven't been alone in a while and i want to be.
i also really really like watching family guy. it makes me laugh without fail. especially the large insects drumming their fingers together saying "Goooood, goooood." I also like duran duran. i also want my hair to grow back to its normal color because it's all ugly-faded-pink-butt right now.
ALSO exams are over, which is heavenly. so many people are like EXAM WEEK=VACATION SUPER PARTY TIME-RU but NO. it SUCKS. i care FAR too much about hwo well i do in school. maybe other people's week was like KEG KEG KEG MARIJUANA FUN but my week was like STUDY STUDY STUDY DEATH. but i got an A IN MATH AND SCIENCE. HAH. i win. for now and for always.
and i'm hungry like the wolf.
i was at my dad's for the last day and a half and it actually wasn't bad for once. i didn't get sad or upset or anything, probably because we did cool stuff. we went and saw big fish which i had expectations for because tim burton directed it and tim burton directed the nightmare before christmas. and anyone who directs the nightmare before christmas can't direct a bad movie after. that would be a disappointment. anyway, my dad didn't like it but i did. i thought it was very entertaining anyway, and the way time kind of looped around and it was liek a fantasy but it was true but only kind of true and the whole clever big fish pun HAH. yeah, that's my fuckin review. you don't fuckin like it i don't care. \m/
but the coolest thing we did was to go to this art museum called decordova. going there was actually weird. it's in a town called lincoln where i used to live with my stepmom, and going back there gave me the weirdest remembery feelings. we drove by my second grade best friend emma friedman cohen's house. we drove by all this stuff my old bus route used to go by and it was so weird. we almost drove by my stepmom's house, which would have just been...fkjsdh i dunno. it just brought a lot of stuff back, not really good but not really bad either. i just kind of forgot about that whole part of my life for a while.
but anyway the actual museum was extremely cool. the exhibit we saw was of all these puppets/sculptures and they were all ghosts and zombies and just weird unsettling creatures, but they were also funny so it wasn't actually very unsettling. they had one called "the watchman" and it was like a life sized man carved out of wood sitting in a chair and he was mechanical so his fingers kept tapping and once in a while his eyes would move back and forth and he looked all anxious and cool and such. that one was one of the simplest but it really struck me and i dunno why.
hopefully i'll see austin alone tomorrow, it seems liek the only times i've seen him for the last week and a half or so it's been with other people, which is fun and i like it, but it seems like we haven't been alone in a while and i want to be.
i also really really like watching family guy. it makes me laugh without fail. especially the large insects drumming their fingers together saying "Goooood, goooood." I also like duran duran. i also want my hair to grow back to its normal color because it's all ugly-faded-pink-butt right now.
ALSO exams are over, which is heavenly. so many people are like EXAM WEEK=VACATION SUPER PARTY TIME-RU but NO. it SUCKS. i care FAR too much about hwo well i do in school. maybe other people's week was like KEG KEG KEG MARIJUANA FUN but my week was like STUDY STUDY STUDY DEATH. but i got an A IN MATH AND SCIENCE. HAH. i win. for now and for always.
and i'm hungry like the wolf.