mildly depressed or maybe just lonely

[climber_chic07]

have you ever felt like you're watching someone else live your life? like what you see yourself doing isn't what you want to do? like you aren't yourself anymore, but you can't fix it? like everything is in a dream, when you watch helplessly as you see yourself fall, and you can't do anything?

i walk through my life
each day waiting
to wake from this dream
from this nightmare
where i am not me
someone else is
i see my choices
but don't know why
i feel they're not mine