we could live through these letters or forget it all together
Stayed home again today..
probably won't graduate..but honestly I cannot be in school when I feel this shitty...
so I'm going to the doctor..and I'll leave them confused ..get a note..and then go to my interview..and most likely not get hired becausee..
a) I suck
b) no social skills what so ever
c) there probably is a c
well I have not done one of these in a really long time..
and considering the fact that I am bored out of my
mind and should be working on my prob and stat project
there is no better reason to do it haha..
last cigarette: last weekend, so a week ago..but that was my last one because they suck.
last good cry: friday..haha oh and I cried on the car ride home last night too..for some reason
last library book checked out: I never go to the library.. I'm all about b'n'n
last movie seen: ernest goes to jail..phh lol
last book read: Im still reading motherless brooklyn
last cuss word uttered: fucking
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: ehh chris gave me cookies
last phone call: kerrie
last shoes worn: fuck shoes
last cd played: ..taking back sunday..no clue
last item bought: ..gas
last downloaded: some latin song
last annoyance: romeo holy shit.
last disappointment: who cares.
last thing handwritten: "note to self---cinnamon toast crunch is really fucking good"
last word spoken: good morning nathan.
last sleep: last night
last weird encounter: hanging out with josh and tony together..that was very out of nowhere lol
last ice cream eaten: haha at the picnic
last time wanting to die:
last time hugged: last night when i fell asleep on chris
current clothes: im not wearing pants..and chris's blue shirt
current mood: shitty
current music: new american classic
current taste: nothing
current hair: its up
current smell: me
current thing I should be doing: prob and stat project
current desktop picture: "She cracked a smile when she heard the world was going to end"
1. What do you most like about your body? i HATEEE my body..i really dont like anything
2. And least? legs
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: yes
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? yeapp
ARE YOU...
Understanding: sometimes..when I want to be
Open-minded: fairly
Arrogant: no
Insecure: yeah for the most part
Interesting: quite
Random: very
Hungry: not at the moment but normally
Friendly: yes
Smart: more than you'd expect
Moody: isnt everyone occasionally
Independent: sometimes
Hard working: kinda
Organized: no not at all
Healthy: i would say so
Emotionally Stable: a little rocky here and there
Shy: with some people yes, i used to be very shy but im pretty much over it
Difficult: yes
Attractive: i would like to think so
Bored Easily: very much so
Messy: oh yes
Thirsty: a little but not really
Responsible: never
Obsessed: no...maybe
Angry: no
Sad: heh
Happy: kinda
Hyper: a little
Trusting: no
Talkative: yes
What does your name mean? jessika- means wealth ann- after my grandma sylvette- the forest saint
How old are you? 17
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? "oh I'm jess I'm 6 years old"
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? around 15 min or less
SLEEP
Do you dream at night? a lot
Do you remember your dreams? yeah
Describe one. I just had a dream that chris ate dinner with my family naked
What time do you go to bed usually? between 11 and 2
What time do you wake up normally? 6.40.
What time do you wake on weekends? between 9 and 11
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? nice unless i have a lot of plans for the day
Do you sleep with one pillow or two? doesnt matter to me
SCHOOL
Do you like school? haha are you kidding
Why/why not? a lot of people don't like me for one reason or another..and I pretty much have one or two friends all together
What's your favorite subject? art
Do you have a fave teacher? yes mr.segrue
Ever had a crush on a teacher? yes anthony sole
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? terrible at math but good at science and english
FRIENDS
Do you have heaps of friends? ahhahaa i have like 3
Do you have a best friend? yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? I used to only be friends with guys but now it's sorta evened out
Do you ever get annoyed at any friends? all the time
Have you ever lied to a friend? yes way too many times
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? no not to my knowledge
FAMILY
Do you like your parents? yes
Ever run away from home? nyeah for a week
Ever thought about it? it was this summer..lol
Do you feel your parents spoil you? oh yes very much
Do you not get along with any of your family? its hard not to get along with people that give you everything you want but alexas a fuck
Do you have big family get togethers ever? every sunday
RELIGION
Do you have a religion? yes Im catholic
Do you practice it i.e go to church? i go to rbc so..yeah pretty much
Do you believe in God? yes
Jesus? yes
Satan? yes
Heaven? yes
Hell? yes
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? who knows.
Does death scare you? not anymore
MORALS
Have you ever been drunk? oh yes
Stolen? yes i should be in jail
Shoplifted? a lot of jail time
Tried to commit suicide? no
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yes
Gotten into a fight? are you kidding
Would you date a drug addict? NO
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? no
Are you racist? no
Are you discriminatory to anyone? probably but i dont realize it
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? yes..probably
MEDIA
Do you watch tons of tv? none
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? like once
Do you listen to the radio often? not really..sometimes on the way to school
Do you read the newspaper? no
Do you read magazines? yes
Are you a couch potato? a computer potato
Do you use the internet too much? whenever im home im online
MUSIC
Whats your fave style of music? Ive mellowed out a lot..so I'm getting more into that..but i still love hardcore for some reason
Do you play an instrument? no
Do you sing? yeahh a lot.. but not around other people..though I should because I can sing well..
PERSONALITY
Are you funny or serious? im hilarious.
Creative or not? creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? ugh shut up
Are you outgoing or shy? pretty much outgoing but it depends on who im with normally
Are you lazy or active? I havent moved in over 48 hours
Have you ever been hyperactive? yes
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? no. not at all.
LOOKS
Are you happy with the way you look? no
What would you change? I need to lose like 40 pounds
Do you wear makeup regularly? yes Im an eye makeup whore
Do you have a large wardrobe? no most of it is from 6th grade
MONEY
Do you have a job? as of right now no..as of 4:30 today possible
Do you like it? .....
Are you a saver or a spender? big spender
Do you work hard or slack off? im a slacker
Have you ever been fired? nope
In trouble at work? .....
Made a major mistake? well i dont have a job but in general oh yeah
Ever had money stolen from you? probably.
EMBARRASSING MOMENTS
Your all time most embarassing moment? I dont fucking remember ..
Ever giggled like an idiot? yes
Ever embarassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? lol like everyday
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? all the time
Ever said something really stupid? what do you think
Ever snorted while laughing? no. dana. yes
Ever fallen off a bed? many times
Ever sleepwalked? when i was little
Ever sleeptalked? not to my knowledge
God I feel so much more fucking stupid having done that.
dammnit I forgot how much I hate those things.. NEVER AGAIN
I am way too dark.. I need to shave off a layer to return back to the caucasian race.
awwww yes my trees outside are blooming pink flowers this year! :) P):):) .. haha one of those smilies looks like a pirate
I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE BYE
EDIT..REMIXXX
ancalima inwe: hey
ancalima inwe: /
Dayday4evr: yo
ancalima inwe: yeah i styaed home sick agauin today
Dayday4evr: you back from skool?
Dayday4evr: me too
ancalima inwe: so i ..once again
Dayday4evr: hahah
ancalima inwe: cant hang out.
Dayday4evr: and im staying in tomorrow too
ancalima inwe: i cant even meet you at the mall
ancalima inwe: why?
Dayday4evr: cause my throat hurts
Dayday4evr: i have strep i think
Dayday4evr: but im on antibotics
ancalima inwe: oh im going through withrdrawels..still.
Dayday4evr: bleh
Dayday4evr: did you just wake up
ancalima inwe: around 1
Dayday4evr: i had a feelign you stayed back
Auto response from Dayday4evr: Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about
Dayday4evr: and i was going to call
Dayday4evr: are you still going for the interview
ancalima inwe: yeah
ancalima inwe: and i have to go to the doctor today
ancalima inwe: idk what im going to tell them
Dayday4evr: hahahahahhahahaha
ancalima inwe: i hope they dont drug test me.
Dayday4evr: fmfao
Dayday4evr: see you there
ancalima inwe: your going too?
ancalima inwe: when
Dayday4evr: i have an appt. at wrespark
ancalima inwe: me too
Dayday4evr: hahahaha
ancalima inwe: mines at 3
Dayday4evr: mine too
Dayday4evr: fmfao so hard
ancalima inwe: HAHAH
Dayday4evr: hahahahhahahaha
ancalima inwe: really??
Dayday4evr: ya
ancalima inwe: thats so fucking funny
Dayday4evr: i know
ancalima inwe: are you going with your mom
Dayday4evr: fmfao
Dayday4evr: no
ancalima inwe: lets act all suprised
Dayday4evr: no1 is here
Dayday4evr: i have tpo go by myself
ancalima inwe: im going to ask my mom if i can go by myself.
Dayday4evr: thats mazing
Dayday4evr: ya tell her you want to
Dayday4evr: and then you will go to the interview
Dayday4evr: and we can go together
ancalima inwe: hmm idk shes like NO JESS IM GOING TO BRING YOU AND THEN BRING YOU RIGHT TO THE INTERVIEW
Dayday4evr: say you want to go alone and talk to them privately
ancalima inwe: no cuz shes going to get al scared she thinks im pregnant
Dayday4evr: tell her you arent
ancalima inwe: i did
ancalima inwe: shes like no you have to be.
ancalima inwe: im like lol wtf did i have sex with a carrot
Dayday4evr: well w/e i can just follow you there
Dayday4evr: ill meet you there then say i have to go to the mall to buy shioes
Dayday4evr: this is so funny
Dayday4evr: do you think we can still go to ny this weekend
ancalima inwe: yeah
Dayday4evr: positive?
ancalima inwe: yeah
Dayday4evr: then you have to go to skool tomorrow
Dayday4evr: no matter what
ancalima inwe: I know im going to
Dayday4evr: ok
ancalima inwe: i have a test
ancalima inwe: which i am going to fail lol.
Dayday4evr: ya i had one today
Dayday4evr: which i will fail tomoprrow
Dayday4evr: if i go
ancalima inwe: me too sire!
ancalima inwe: prob and stats awesome !
Dayday4evr: haha
Dayday4evr: this is going to be so funny
ancalima inwe: we have to be like
ancalima inwe: HAHAHAH AWTF ARE YOU DOING HERE
Dayday4evr: im gonna get there... see you and be like... OMFG
Dayday4evr: hahaha
Dayday4evr: ya
ancalima inwe: thats so funny
ancalima inwe: AH AHA AHA HAHA
Dayday4evr: and then im gonna say.. before yoy say anything,.. im getting a strep test and then going to the mall
Dayday4evr: to get shioes
ancalima inwe: hahahah yeah
ancalima inwe: good plan
Dayday4evr: hahahaha
Dayday4evr: yes
Dayday4evr: we own
ancalima inwe: my moms going to eat the couch
Dayday4evr: i know hahahahhahaha
ancalima inwe: hahahahhahah say like
ancalima inwe: and i need to pick up this shampoo shit for candace from essentials
Dayday4evr: yes!
Dayday4evr: and you say.. dude where have you been i havent talked to you in like 3 days
ancalima inwe: hhhahahah when theres a will theres a way
ancalima inwe: hahaha yeah
Dayday4evr: and ill be like.. dude my comp broke
ancalima inwe: hahahahha
Dayday4evr: and then you will be like i have been wondering where you wenyt
ancalima inwe: and you lost your phone
Dayday4evr: and then i say ya so what are you doign today.. im goign to the mall after this to get candace shampoo and me shioes
Dayday4evr: and you say no way!
Dayday4evr: im going for an interview
Dayday4evr: and then we dance around in circles and midgets with ribbons come out from behind the couches and dance around us
ancalima inwe: oh this is funny.
ancalima inwe: AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA
Dayday4evr: hahahahaha
Dayday4evr: im saving this convo
Dayday4evr: lj
Dayday4evr: hahahaha
ancalima inwe: lmgao
ancalima inwe: me too
Dayday4evr: hahaha
Dayday4evr: post it in your lj
probably won't graduate..but honestly I cannot be in school when I feel this shitty...
so I'm going to the doctor..and I'll leave them confused ..get a note..and then go to my interview..and most likely not get hired becausee..
a) I suck
b) no social skills what so ever
c) there probably is a c
well I have not done one of these in a really long time..
and considering the fact that I am bored out of my
mind and should be working on my prob and stat project
there is no better reason to do it haha..
last cigarette: last weekend, so a week ago..but that was my last one because they suck.
last good cry: friday..haha oh and I cried on the car ride home last night too..for some reason
last library book checked out: I never go to the library.. I'm all about b'n'n
last movie seen: ernest goes to jail..phh lol
last book read: Im still reading motherless brooklyn
last cuss word uttered: fucking
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: ehh chris gave me cookies
last phone call: kerrie
last shoes worn: fuck shoes
last cd played: ..taking back sunday..no clue
last item bought: ..gas
last downloaded: some latin song
last annoyance: romeo holy shit.
last disappointment: who cares.
last thing handwritten: "note to self---cinnamon toast crunch is really fucking good"
last word spoken: good morning nathan.
last sleep: last night
last weird encounter: hanging out with josh and tony together..that was very out of nowhere lol
last ice cream eaten: haha at the picnic
last time wanting to die:
last time hugged: last night when i fell asleep on chris
current clothes: im not wearing pants..and chris's blue shirt
current mood: shitty
current music: new american classic
current taste: nothing
current hair: its up
current smell: me
current thing I should be doing: prob and stat project
current desktop picture: "She cracked a smile when she heard the world was going to end"
1. What do you most like about your body? i HATEEE my body..i really dont like anything
2. And least? legs
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: yes
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? yeapp
ARE YOU...
Understanding: sometimes..when I want to be
Open-minded: fairly
Arrogant: no
Insecure: yeah for the most part
Interesting: quite
Random: very
Hungry: not at the moment but normally
Friendly: yes
Smart: more than you'd expect
Moody: isnt everyone occasionally
Independent: sometimes
Hard working: kinda
Organized: no not at all
Healthy: i would say so
Emotionally Stable: a little rocky here and there
Shy: with some people yes, i used to be very shy but im pretty much over it
Difficult: yes
Attractive: i would like to think so
Bored Easily: very much so
Messy: oh yes
Thirsty: a little but not really
Responsible: never
Obsessed: no...maybe
Angry: no
Sad: heh
Happy: kinda
Hyper: a little
Trusting: no
Talkative: yes
What does your name mean? jessika- means wealth ann- after my grandma sylvette- the forest saint
How old are you? 17
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? "oh I'm jess I'm 6 years old"
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? around 15 min or less
SLEEP
Do you dream at night? a lot
Do you remember your dreams? yeah
Describe one. I just had a dream that chris ate dinner with my family naked
What time do you go to bed usually? between 11 and 2
What time do you wake up normally? 6.40.
What time do you wake on weekends? between 9 and 11
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? nice unless i have a lot of plans for the day
Do you sleep with one pillow or two? doesnt matter to me
SCHOOL
Do you like school? haha are you kidding
Why/why not? a lot of people don't like me for one reason or another..and I pretty much have one or two friends all together
What's your favorite subject? art
Do you have a fave teacher? yes mr.segrue
Ever had a crush on a teacher? yes anthony sole
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? terrible at math but good at science and english
FRIENDS
Do you have heaps of friends? ahhahaa i have like 3
Do you have a best friend? yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? I used to only be friends with guys but now it's sorta evened out
Do you ever get annoyed at any friends? all the time
Have you ever lied to a friend? yes way too many times
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? no not to my knowledge
FAMILY
Do you like your parents? yes
Ever run away from home? nyeah for a week
Ever thought about it? it was this summer..lol
Do you feel your parents spoil you? oh yes very much
Do you not get along with any of your family? its hard not to get along with people that give you everything you want but alexas a fuck
Do you have big family get togethers ever? every sunday
RELIGION
Do you have a religion? yes Im catholic
Do you practice it i.e go to church? i go to rbc so..yeah pretty much
Do you believe in God? yes
Jesus? yes
Satan? yes
Heaven? yes
Hell? yes
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? who knows.
Does death scare you? not anymore
MORALS
Have you ever been drunk? oh yes
Stolen? yes i should be in jail
Shoplifted? a lot of jail time
Tried to commit suicide? no
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? yes
Gotten into a fight? are you kidding
Would you date a drug addict? NO
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? no
Are you racist? no
Are you discriminatory to anyone? probably but i dont realize it
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? yes..probably
MEDIA
Do you watch tons of tv? none
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? like once
Do you listen to the radio often? not really..sometimes on the way to school
Do you read the newspaper? no
Do you read magazines? yes
Are you a couch potato? a computer potato
Do you use the internet too much? whenever im home im online
MUSIC
Whats your fave style of music? Ive mellowed out a lot..so I'm getting more into that..but i still love hardcore for some reason
Do you play an instrument? no
Do you sing? yeahh a lot.. but not around other people..though I should because I can sing well..
PERSONALITY
Are you funny or serious? im hilarious.
Creative or not? creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? ugh shut up
Are you outgoing or shy? pretty much outgoing but it depends on who im with normally
Are you lazy or active? I havent moved in over 48 hours
Have you ever been hyperactive? yes
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? no. not at all.
LOOKS
Are you happy with the way you look? no
What would you change? I need to lose like 40 pounds
Do you wear makeup regularly? yes Im an eye makeup whore
Do you have a large wardrobe? no most of it is from 6th grade
MONEY
Do you have a job? as of right now no..as of 4:30 today possible
Do you like it? .....
Are you a saver or a spender? big spender
Do you work hard or slack off? im a slacker
Have you ever been fired? nope
In trouble at work? .....
Made a major mistake? well i dont have a job but in general oh yeah
Ever had money stolen from you? probably.
EMBARRASSING MOMENTS
Your all time most embarassing moment? I dont fucking remember ..
Ever giggled like an idiot? yes
Ever embarassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? lol like everyday
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? all the time
Ever said something really stupid? what do you think
Ever snorted while laughing? no. dana. yes
Ever fallen off a bed? many times
Ever sleepwalked? when i was little
Ever sleeptalked? not to my knowledge
God I feel so much more fucking stupid having done that.
dammnit I forgot how much I hate those things.. NEVER AGAIN
I am way too dark.. I need to shave off a layer to return back to the caucasian race.
awwww yes my trees outside are blooming pink flowers this year! :) P):):) .. haha one of those smilies looks like a pirate
I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE BYE
EDIT..REMIXXX
ancalima inwe: hey
ancalima inwe: /
Dayday4evr: yo
ancalima inwe: yeah i styaed home sick agauin today
Dayday4evr: you back from skool?
Dayday4evr: me too
ancalima inwe: so i ..once again
Dayday4evr: hahah
ancalima inwe: cant hang out.
Dayday4evr: and im staying in tomorrow too
ancalima inwe: i cant even meet you at the mall
ancalima inwe: why?
Dayday4evr: cause my throat hurts
Dayday4evr: i have strep i think
Dayday4evr: but im on antibotics
ancalima inwe: oh im going through withrdrawels..still.
Dayday4evr: bleh
Dayday4evr: did you just wake up
ancalima inwe: around 1
Dayday4evr: i had a feelign you stayed back
Auto response from Dayday4evr: Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about
Dayday4evr: and i was going to call
Dayday4evr: are you still going for the interview
ancalima inwe: yeah
ancalima inwe: and i have to go to the doctor today
ancalima inwe: idk what im going to tell them
Dayday4evr: hahahahahhahahaha
ancalima inwe: i hope they dont drug test me.
Dayday4evr: fmfao
Dayday4evr: see you there
ancalima inwe: your going too?
ancalima inwe: when
Dayday4evr: i have an appt. at wrespark
ancalima inwe: me too
Dayday4evr: hahahaha
ancalima inwe: mines at 3
Dayday4evr: mine too
Dayday4evr: fmfao so hard
ancalima inwe: HAHAH
Dayday4evr: hahahahhahahaha
ancalima inwe: really??
Dayday4evr: ya
ancalima inwe: thats so fucking funny
Dayday4evr: i know
ancalima inwe: are you going with your mom
Dayday4evr: fmfao
Dayday4evr: no
ancalima inwe: lets act all suprised
Dayday4evr: no1 is here
Dayday4evr: i have tpo go by myself
ancalima inwe: im going to ask my mom if i can go by myself.
Dayday4evr: thats mazing
Dayday4evr: ya tell her you want to
Dayday4evr: and then you will go to the interview
Dayday4evr: and we can go together
ancalima inwe: hmm idk shes like NO JESS IM GOING TO BRING YOU AND THEN BRING YOU RIGHT TO THE INTERVIEW
Dayday4evr: say you want to go alone and talk to them privately
ancalima inwe: no cuz shes going to get al scared she thinks im pregnant
Dayday4evr: tell her you arent
ancalima inwe: i did
ancalima inwe: shes like no you have to be.
ancalima inwe: im like lol wtf did i have sex with a carrot
Dayday4evr: well w/e i can just follow you there
Dayday4evr: ill meet you there then say i have to go to the mall to buy shioes
Dayday4evr: this is so funny
Dayday4evr: do you think we can still go to ny this weekend
ancalima inwe: yeah
Dayday4evr: positive?
ancalima inwe: yeah
Dayday4evr: then you have to go to skool tomorrow
Dayday4evr: no matter what
ancalima inwe: I know im going to
Dayday4evr: ok
ancalima inwe: i have a test
ancalima inwe: which i am going to fail lol.
Dayday4evr: ya i had one today
Dayday4evr: which i will fail tomoprrow
Dayday4evr: if i go
ancalima inwe: me too sire!
ancalima inwe: prob and stats awesome !
Dayday4evr: haha
Dayday4evr: this is going to be so funny
ancalima inwe: we have to be like
ancalima inwe: HAHAHAH AWTF ARE YOU DOING HERE
Dayday4evr: im gonna get there... see you and be like... OMFG
Dayday4evr: hahaha
Dayday4evr: ya
ancalima inwe: thats so funny
ancalima inwe: AH AHA AHA HAHA
Dayday4evr: and then im gonna say.. before yoy say anything,.. im getting a strep test and then going to the mall
Dayday4evr: to get shioes
ancalima inwe: hahahah yeah
ancalima inwe: good plan
Dayday4evr: hahahaha
Dayday4evr: yes
Dayday4evr: we own
ancalima inwe: my moms going to eat the couch
Dayday4evr: i know hahahahhahaha
ancalima inwe: hahahahhahah say like
ancalima inwe: and i need to pick up this shampoo shit for candace from essentials
Dayday4evr: yes!
Dayday4evr: and you say.. dude where have you been i havent talked to you in like 3 days
ancalima inwe: hhhahahah when theres a will theres a way
ancalima inwe: hahaha yeah
Dayday4evr: and ill be like.. dude my comp broke
ancalima inwe: hahahahha
Dayday4evr: and then you will be like i have been wondering where you wenyt
ancalima inwe: and you lost your phone
Dayday4evr: and then i say ya so what are you doign today.. im goign to the mall after this to get candace shampoo and me shioes
Dayday4evr: and you say no way!
Dayday4evr: im going for an interview
Dayday4evr: and then we dance around in circles and midgets with ribbons come out from behind the couches and dance around us
ancalima inwe: oh this is funny.
ancalima inwe: AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA
Dayday4evr: hahahahaha
Dayday4evr: im saving this convo
Dayday4evr: lj
Dayday4evr: hahahaha
ancalima inwe: lmgao
ancalima inwe: me too
Dayday4evr: hahaha
Dayday4evr: post it in your lj