Calm down everyone this isn't a suicide note or anything im just passionate about this thats all
she sees me when i look away and i see her when shes not looking. My breath stops with the dead beat of my heart. MY eyes fall away to hide the pain they show. im like a heroin addict working for the DEA. I can't help myself. I am biting my lip till there in nothing left but the taste of blood. Me hands want to move to her as if they were
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thats amazing writing
but then again this isnt where i compliment things to try and cheer you up.
sure i could say you are an amazing guy who has the world going for him but then again how many times have you heard that and i dont think now you are listening to that however true it may be.
secondly-
clif, fuck this girl if shes already given her heart to another. love is not hop potato and if she thinks it is shes going to have that smacked in her face one day. and not to mention how old is she? does she really know how to be in love? to me it seems she likes the idea of it and gives up on it when it gets to far. i dont know much about this however... she may be amazing she may be gorgeous but there are a ton of other girls just as amazing and gorgeous as she is and they drink coffee too. and about the sluts thing? maybe you are looking in all the wrong places.
another thing why dont you get out of the beach for a weekend and go visit one of us at school.
yeah it will only be a pretend break but just get that out of your mind. and you drinking to try and feel better. actually rock on ive done it but please drink responsible. im not sure what any of us would do if we couldnt see you anymore. so fuck her but think of all of us who do love when we come home to know that you are there. for a giggle a drive a surf a subway sandwich.
okay so bottom line
is basically this: cheer up and stop feeling bad for yourself.
it will pass. she will become a memory. a good one. or a bad one. but a memory. in the past.
love you
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