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The other day at work was actually nice. Normally I hate freight, but I was extremely sad and it was what I needed. No one bothered me except for the costumers that needed help finding stuff. And that's something I'm alright with.
It's just that for the longest time I believed that high school and Florida were my problems. That they were the two things runing my life. After high school I was going to go to college to get a job I liked and move far. I'm moving this summer and I'm a bit scared, because it's only been getting worse since I graduated. I'm just afraid that I'll move and still be upset and unhappy. I'm scared that I'll never find out what it is that's make me feel so let down.
And it's not even like I want to be utterly happy and so blindly in love like everything in my life is perfect. Being content would be fine. Sitting outside in the cold or rain while smoking alone would be wonderful if I was content instead of sad.
I want little things to make me smile again...because now a days it takes too much
Happy Thanksgiving, atleast I know I'm thankful for the weather getting colder and hopefully visiting WI in a few weeks
It's just that for the longest time I believed that high school and Florida were my problems. That they were the two things runing my life. After high school I was going to go to college to get a job I liked and move far. I'm moving this summer and I'm a bit scared, because it's only been getting worse since I graduated. I'm just afraid that I'll move and still be upset and unhappy. I'm scared that I'll never find out what it is that's make me feel so let down.
And it's not even like I want to be utterly happy and so blindly in love like everything in my life is perfect. Being content would be fine. Sitting outside in the cold or rain while smoking alone would be wonderful if I was content instead of sad.
I want little things to make me smile again...because now a days it takes too much
Happy Thanksgiving, atleast I know I'm thankful for the weather getting colder and hopefully visiting WI in a few weeks