This time it feels fake. Waking up with a horrid fever and being numb because my body temperature refuses to rise up. Last night was fun, getting lost with you two, it didn’t bother me until my feet started going numb from lack of blood flow. Will you call me every night when im asleep? Causing a smile to form as I wake just to see that you called and left me a voicemail. You don’t understand how lovesick I am, for someone I could never have.