A hole where my heart had been
I thought I had healed and let it go behind me, but apparently the wound is still there.
This ex I had that was so into his gym routine in order to get the perfect body... turns out he's been sleeping around and had a whole horde of racy pictures and even sex clips. It ended horribly the third time he cheated.
We were together three years. And it took me another three years of therapy and anti-depressins to get over. After that I just had a lot of trouble investing myself totally in someone else again.
It's a horrible feeling, like a hole has been torn out of your chest and you can't breathe.
Maybe that's why when someone is too hung up on gymming, it reminds me of that horrible moment.
I am not going to let the past continue to wreck my present and future.
This ex I had that was so into his gym routine in order to get the perfect body... turns out he's been sleeping around and had a whole horde of racy pictures and even sex clips. It ended horribly the third time he cheated.
We were together three years. And it took me another three years of therapy and anti-depressins to get over. After that I just had a lot of trouble investing myself totally in someone else again.
It's a horrible feeling, like a hole has been torn out of your chest and you can't breathe.
Maybe that's why when someone is too hung up on gymming, it reminds me of that horrible moment.
I am not going to let the past continue to wreck my present and future.