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[clickmehard]

Tuesday night I got into my car and remembered that I had not yet gotten the mail. The back of my mind said not to, because it was dark and there's no telling what's in there. The front of my mind told the back of my mind to shut up and stop being such a wuss. I drove up to the mail box, reached inside, and pulled the mail into my car. I was

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[streetsdeciple]

I don't know. I've just felt a distance from you the last few times we've hung out. Maybe its all in my head. It doesn't matter. I'm sorry too. I guess i've been pretty cranky lately too. Alot has changed for me in the last couple weeks and i guess i'm just trying to adjust. I've been pretty tired, both physically and mentally. I guess i inadvertantly affected you with it. I'm so tired of saying i'm sorry. Hopefully, i've finally got my emotions under control, so i won't have to. I know sometimes i make things more complicated than they need to be. I'm working on getting better about that. I know you have the best intentions when you make comments about me getting a car. I really do appreciate it. I know you've got enough to worry about, and you don't need me adding stress. You were a little bit right about me not being a good friend. I've been acting a little selfish. I haven't been treating you like a good friend. I promise from now on that our friendship comes first. I'm lookin forward to having fun with you this summer. I'm done worrying about all the other bullshit, that i don't have any control over anyway. I promise you won't hear anymore whining or bitchin out of me. I'm all about hangin out and having fun. I don't want to go through anymore nights like last night. It nearly broke my heart when you said you didn't want to talk to me or see me anymore. I realize i was being stupid, and stubborn. It won't happen again. I hope soon we can get passed all this and get back to normal. I miss you and hope to see you soon.
Your friend,
Scott

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That's all I wanted to hear.

Truce.