Nevermind Valentine
Not to be negative or seem pessimistic but I have a feeling today's forecast is going to fucking blow. Adrien is a dear sweet fellow but he is also a complete idiot. Last night he told me all about how he was going to buy me a dozen roses and how he was going to have them sent to my work but he didn't because I'm not worth it (or he couldn't afford it-- same difference, really.) We're going to eat at Peking. I do love that. It's a quaint little restaurant with maximum seating at 16. We eat there a lot and the little asian woman named Genie greets us with "ooooh sweet girl, sweet girl!" and the same asian song will play in the background day after day. If it is going to be romantic I will have to do the handy work otherwise it would be like any other day. I'm going to buy a candle and red napkins and wine glasses for our soda. I'm sure it will be great. All thanks to me. Sometimes I feel so unappreciated.
Now I know you're thinking give the guy a chance! but believe me I have. I can't bring myself to get my hopes up one last time in fear of complete destruction.
I called Adrien's Grandpa and asked him if it would be okay if I bought him a bunny for Valentine's Day and he said no. It was just as I suspected. I wanted to get him a bunny last March but I didn't because at that time I still cared whether or not his Grandparents agreed with it. Now, I not longer care if they like it, I just didn't want them to give Adrien hell about it. I spoke to Adrien (I've been pretty upset, I really wanted to get him that bunny) and we decided that I would go ahead and get the bunny and keep it at my house. Yay! It wouldn't be such a big deal to me but the lady I bought it from said that when she can't sell the bunnies she kills them and I had already promised this particular bunny that I would take it home. I can't go back on my word. I looked into it's little bunny eyes and it looked so relieved.
I hate Valentine's Day. Usually I don't but this time I do.
Now I know you're thinking give the guy a chance! but believe me I have. I can't bring myself to get my hopes up one last time in fear of complete destruction.
I called Adrien's Grandpa and asked him if it would be okay if I bought him a bunny for Valentine's Day and he said no. It was just as I suspected. I wanted to get him a bunny last March but I didn't because at that time I still cared whether or not his Grandparents agreed with it. Now, I not longer care if they like it, I just didn't want them to give Adrien hell about it. I spoke to Adrien (I've been pretty upset, I really wanted to get him that bunny) and we decided that I would go ahead and get the bunny and keep it at my house. Yay! It wouldn't be such a big deal to me but the lady I bought it from said that when she can't sell the bunnies she kills them and I had already promised this particular bunny that I would take it home. I can't go back on my word. I looked into it's little bunny eyes and it looked so relieved.
I hate Valentine's Day. Usually I don't but this time I do.