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i went to therapy yesterday. This isn't doing anything positive for me. This is like all the other ones I've tried out.
Today was absolutely horrible. Those antidepressants do anything to me other than making me not depressed. I'm having worse side effects from the higher dose. I woke up this morning with a migrane. I've already been having headaches all last week. I was dizzy and disoriented. My vision was blurry even with my glasses on. The migrane made me nauseous. I didn't take it this morning. I have to see the psychiatrist again. ugh. I'm not taking these pills anymore. I'm trying to figure out what is worse, being depressed or having what happened to me today. My head was spinning all day and I couldn't eat anything. Two hours ago was the first time today that I felt a little bit better. I stayed in bed all day. Doing things made it worse.
I feel as if I'm a human lab rat. More meds are going to be tried on me until something actually works. I want it to end, being depressed and having to take meds.
I'm getting hungry. I'm afraid of anything I eat coming back up. I'm nauseous and hungry at the same time. I don't get that. My head still hurts. At least it's not as bad as it was before.
Today was absolutely horrible. Those antidepressants do anything to me other than making me not depressed. I'm having worse side effects from the higher dose. I woke up this morning with a migrane. I've already been having headaches all last week. I was dizzy and disoriented. My vision was blurry even with my glasses on. The migrane made me nauseous. I didn't take it this morning. I have to see the psychiatrist again. ugh. I'm not taking these pills anymore. I'm trying to figure out what is worse, being depressed or having what happened to me today. My head was spinning all day and I couldn't eat anything. Two hours ago was the first time today that I felt a little bit better. I stayed in bed all day. Doing things made it worse.
I feel as if I'm a human lab rat. More meds are going to be tried on me until something actually works. I want it to end, being depressed and having to take meds.
I'm getting hungry. I'm afraid of anything I eat coming back up. I'm nauseous and hungry at the same time. I don't get that. My head still hurts. At least it's not as bad as it was before.