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It's funny to think back and see another year has gone by (I do this when school ends and when Christmas comes)...
What exactly was I even doing last christmas....
I can't tell you detail by detail, but I'm sure it was much like this year's. Getting drunk off champagne..creating family memories that we can look back at a year from now and laugh. But what I'm thinking about has nothing to do with christmas. It simply has to do with what I was feeling last year. Since Christmas is a huge holiday, I happen to remember what I was like back then...when if you were to ask me what I was feeling oh say a week before, I couldn't tell you.
I was learning. I was learning about how people aren't what you make them out to be. I guess it took me quite along time to grasp ahold of that notion. As simple as it may sound, it took me about a year for it to click in my head.
This livejournal entry will probably seem pointless to anyone who reads it. but it's not really for you.
What exactly was I even doing last christmas....
I can't tell you detail by detail, but I'm sure it was much like this year's. Getting drunk off champagne..creating family memories that we can look back at a year from now and laugh. But what I'm thinking about has nothing to do with christmas. It simply has to do with what I was feeling last year. Since Christmas is a huge holiday, I happen to remember what I was like back then...when if you were to ask me what I was feeling oh say a week before, I couldn't tell you.
I was learning. I was learning about how people aren't what you make them out to be. I guess it took me quite along time to grasp ahold of that notion. As simple as it may sound, it took me about a year for it to click in my head.
This livejournal entry will probably seem pointless to anyone who reads it. but it's not really for you.