if I smile and don't believe soon I know I'll wake from this dream..
Dont try to fix me I'm not broken.
Wow that song brings back some very missed memories. I don't know when life got so complex. Between Work, School, AP classes...I barely have any time to feel anything.
Speaking of feelings. They are nothing but confused at the moment. I don't understand the more someone can push you away , the more you want them. In this case its more of being pushed but wanting more, but wanting nothing. Which is..really confusing if I haven't talked to you about it in person. I can't keep on elevating my moods just to see them dropped down by a single person. There are so many things I want to say to her, but so many words I can never find.
Tell me...is this really healthy?
I've always been the easy kill....
I got my blood work back today...its alot better than last time. It seems the stomache problem has cleared up since I became a vegetarian....that pretty much saved me. And for that I owe a huge thank-you to someone. Although my health keeps swinging back and forth, all I can hope for is the best.
Its amazing to think its already october 8th ( or close to it) this school year is going by pretty fast.
Some things I can wish for over and over again, but some things will never ever come true, not now, not when the noose is around your neck.
Wow that song brings back some very missed memories. I don't know when life got so complex. Between Work, School, AP classes...I barely have any time to feel anything.
Speaking of feelings. They are nothing but confused at the moment. I don't understand the more someone can push you away , the more you want them. In this case its more of being pushed but wanting more, but wanting nothing. Which is..really confusing if I haven't talked to you about it in person. I can't keep on elevating my moods just to see them dropped down by a single person. There are so many things I want to say to her, but so many words I can never find.
Tell me...is this really healthy?
I've always been the easy kill....
I got my blood work back today...its alot better than last time. It seems the stomache problem has cleared up since I became a vegetarian....that pretty much saved me. And for that I owe a huge thank-you to someone. Although my health keeps swinging back and forth, all I can hope for is the best.
Its amazing to think its already october 8th ( or close to it) this school year is going by pretty fast.
Some things I can wish for over and over again, but some things will never ever come true, not now, not when the noose is around your neck.