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I honestly don't remember feel this cold...I'm so apathetic I want to shoot myself. I'm feeling so many different feelings at once, so I just pushed them all away. I really don't know what to do about any of them and I have entered a low.
I need a hug.
and the sad thing is...no one cares how I feel anymore. They are so content with their day-to-day lives to stop and ask how I am, how I'm doing, how I'm feeling. I'm sick of not feeling. I'm sick of being numb.
I need to break out.
But I don't know how.
I need a hug.
and the sad thing is...no one cares how I feel anymore. They are so content with their day-to-day lives to stop and ask how I am, how I'm doing, how I'm feeling. I'm sick of not feeling. I'm sick of being numb.
I need to break out.
But I don't know how.