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Well, its finally arrived. Moving day. I didn't sleep, and this morning was downright odd, I watched Mike go to work, wanting to reach out and give him a hug, reassure him that we're always going to be friends, after twenty years, I hope to god we can. Its incredibly bizarre, I love him to pieces, we just don't have what we need to be a married couple. It still feels like a huge piece of me is missing though. I need to get through this morning, and keep strong. Oliver to school, then it doesn't matter if I fall apart...