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Sep 11, 2010 18:35

I'm becoming a journal addict again, I need to vent, so if you're reading this, tough shit.

Mike and I have had the best afternoon in years, we've sat, cried, talked, really talked and finally, we both know exactly where we stand. For years I've felt unwanted, thinking it was all in my head, and for once he's opened up. In essence, Mike see's me as a sister, a best friend, but not as a wife. Why the fuck it took this long to accept it and admit it, I shall never know. It took me being brave because he's admitted to being comfortable sitting in a rut and just managing.

I adore Mike in so many ways, and I will always love him, but its nice to know that we are both on the same page. Finally, we can move on seperately and I won't feel like I'm a super bitch from hell.

I'm going to the council monday, I'll be staying here until I find somewhere for both Oliver and I. I'm strangely comfortable with it all...
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