Holy crap! something to update about!
So last night was pretty fuckin great. It usually is when I end up hanging out with a bunch of people (normally Rick and crew) that I haven't seen in a while, and it certainly was. First of all, the best part of the night, as it often is, was a girl. Ashley. That girl is amazing. The best part of this whole thing is that I think shes finally found happiness with Rick. And thank god, because those two kids deserve each other. Rick just got out of the shitty cesspool of a relationship with Rachel, and Ashley is finally rid of the mutherfucker who should get hit by a bus (his name is Kris, but I prefer my name). So, great that they got together, and those two kids are cute together. Both good lookin kids, both look good together. So thats awesome. And the coolest thing, it shows with both of them. Sure Rick is a fairly insane drunk, but the dude just SEEMS happier than he ever was with stupid ass Rachel (I hope she reads this, then maybe she will STOP FUCKING CALLING ME), and thats good. But Ashley, total turn around for her. Certainly the most happy I have ever seen her, normally she would be much like I am, acts happy and has a good time with everyone, but theres something that isn't quite on the surface that is keeping her from being TRULY happy. That should make sense to most people, and its basically the story of my fuckin life. But thats not there anymore. She was almost giddy all night, to be around her two favorite people, Anna and Rick, and it was just an awesome night. She has always been beautiful on the inside and out and I have never once thought differently except when I had my occasional flashes of douchebagetry, and no one deserves to be happy more than that girl, who is certainly one of the sweetest people I've ever met in my life (up there with Alicia Brown, who I hung out with alot at the wedding, but shes another entry). She actually makes me feel like I make a difference in someones life. I think I've said the same things about her before, but she honestly makes me feel like I matter to someone. That I am special. I think she has done that for a lot of people in her life, its probably why the mutherfucker who should get hit by a bus keeps coming back after a while, he misses the high that she gives him. Because I went home thinking "holy crap, I AM a pretty good person, I help people" because of her. I honestly don't know if any person, girl OR guy, has made me feel like that, and if they have, its been a long fuckin time (Rachael Sargent probably did, but that was the OLD Rachael Sargent, the one that doesn't exist anymore). So in conclusion, thank god Ashley has found happiness, and Rick has found a nice girlfriend too, FINALLY. Oh, and Ashley also had on the hottest outfit that any girl can wear, ever, last night. Wasn't slutty (I'm looking at YOU Janelle if you read this, cuz I'm sure you just thought "Oh, I bet Jason just liked it cuz it was skimpy), just a classy plaid skirt and black shirt, with stockings. Beautiful inside and out, AND has good fashion sense. Thats good work, Rick.
The concert was alright, Fossick has gotten alot better, but I've noticed ALOT of things about myself this year, probably more so this year than in my entire life, and I've noticed my music tastes have started to change. I used to love ALL that nu-metal crap, Dope, Flaw, etc., and I would jam out to it all the time. Now, I'm not really a fan at all. Sure Fossick is ok, I respect that Will can jam out on the guitar and George can yell pretty good. But most other nu-metal type stuff, meh. I pretty much only like the EXTREME type of metal/rock anymore, which is insane heavy metal. We're talkin Unearth, As I Lay Dying (who are religious, if you can believe that shit), Bleeding Through, etc. Other than that, I stick with The Beatles, Mars Volta, The White Stripes, Snow Patrol, I run the gamut all over the place, but nu-metal/rock stuff is not on that list anymore. Interesting.
This summer and year still have sucked for the most part, but its good that occasional glimmers pop up, like last night. I sit around and fucking mope some days when I should just go hang out with good people like Rick, Chad, Nick, Brian, and Ashley, and from now on I will. So hopefully, this is the END of emo Jason. At least for a little while.
And, for gods sake, go download the new Mars Volta cd. Jesus christ is it fucking mind blowing. I think it will probably be their best, surpassing even Deloused in the Comatorium, which is in the top 3 albums of all time.
The concert was alright, Fossick has gotten alot better, but I've noticed ALOT of things about myself this year, probably more so this year than in my entire life, and I've noticed my music tastes have started to change. I used to love ALL that nu-metal crap, Dope, Flaw, etc., and I would jam out to it all the time. Now, I'm not really a fan at all. Sure Fossick is ok, I respect that Will can jam out on the guitar and George can yell pretty good. But most other nu-metal type stuff, meh. I pretty much only like the EXTREME type of metal/rock anymore, which is insane heavy metal. We're talkin Unearth, As I Lay Dying (who are religious, if you can believe that shit), Bleeding Through, etc. Other than that, I stick with The Beatles, Mars Volta, The White Stripes, Snow Patrol, I run the gamut all over the place, but nu-metal/rock stuff is not on that list anymore. Interesting.
This summer and year still have sucked for the most part, but its good that occasional glimmers pop up, like last night. I sit around and fucking mope some days when I should just go hang out with good people like Rick, Chad, Nick, Brian, and Ashley, and from now on I will. So hopefully, this is the END of emo Jason. At least for a little while.
And, for gods sake, go download the new Mars Volta cd. Jesus christ is it fucking mind blowing. I think it will probably be their best, surpassing even Deloused in the Comatorium, which is in the top 3 albums of all time.