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sometimes i forget about you. but then i see something that reminds me, like tie dyed shirts or surf wax or velcro shoes. and i remember how much you meant to me. you were my world. you were my support and i loved you. but that means nothing now and i can't understand why.
10-9-02
"How can things just disappear like that? Why are people so careless and blind? Why does he make me feel so awesome and then do the same thing to the next gullible girl he stumbles upon? Why, every time i see him, is there another girl on his arm? Am i really not as selected as I thought i was? Am i like every other girl who's fallen in love with him?"
2-13-03
"In one of the phages, you asked 'am i really not as selected as i though?' I know it's too late, but I just want you to know I love you so much. You're always number one in my heart. I know I'm a huge flirt. I shouldn't have flirted with everyone. But every time I did, it honestly meant nothing. I can only imagine what you felt when you saw me acting like that. I know nothing I say will take that pain away. I truly am sorry, though.
Anyway, I want to apologize again. I messed up real bad, and I hope you can forgive me. Just, don't forget that no matter what happens, you're always in my hear. Happy Valentine's Day, my love."
10-9-02
"How can things just disappear like that? Why are people so careless and blind? Why does he make me feel so awesome and then do the same thing to the next gullible girl he stumbles upon? Why, every time i see him, is there another girl on his arm? Am i really not as selected as I thought i was? Am i like every other girl who's fallen in love with him?"
2-13-03
"In one of the phages, you asked 'am i really not as selected as i though?' I know it's too late, but I just want you to know I love you so much. You're always number one in my heart. I know I'm a huge flirt. I shouldn't have flirted with everyone. But every time I did, it honestly meant nothing. I can only imagine what you felt when you saw me acting like that. I know nothing I say will take that pain away. I truly am sorry, though.
Anyway, I want to apologize again. I messed up real bad, and I hope you can forgive me. Just, don't forget that no matter what happens, you're always in my hear. Happy Valentine's Day, my love."