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i bet you all doubted me, didn't you. you didn't think i'd actually get through it. i bet you thought i'd change my mind. why would i go through with it? i always have bright ideas and forget about them or give up on them. why do i bother? because sometimes i do get something right. and sometimes it makes a difference and it makes me happy to know what i've achieved. i don't get that very often.
i have a total GPA of 3.0
laugh at me. go ahead.
i'm proud of it.
i'm sick of not being up to par for everyone else. i don't know why it's so difficult for everyone to be satisfied with the fact that i am happy. i am happy. i am glad that it turned out this way, i'm glad that i am graduating early and going to college out of state. i'm glad i've brought my grades up and i'm glad i don't sign papers that say "i will not drink, abuse drugs, or make any type of destructive decisions."
i am proud.
i love to sing and i love the fact that i am not in Select Women's Ensemble. i love that i am in chorale and vocal ensemble.
i'm glad i am incapable of writing a satisfactory essay because that means i didn't pay attention. i'm glad i can learn from my decisions without making only good ones.
i enjoy having my hair short, although i'd really love for it to grow a little fater. but i like it because i don't look like a clone. i like being able to tell myself apart from the people around me every day. it's consoling almost. that's not quite the word i'm looking for but it will work.
how many will read this?
how many have read this since the summer?
i haven't.
i have a total GPA of 3.0
laugh at me. go ahead.
i'm proud of it.
i'm sick of not being up to par for everyone else. i don't know why it's so difficult for everyone to be satisfied with the fact that i am happy. i am happy. i am glad that it turned out this way, i'm glad that i am graduating early and going to college out of state. i'm glad i've brought my grades up and i'm glad i don't sign papers that say "i will not drink, abuse drugs, or make any type of destructive decisions."
i am proud.
i love to sing and i love the fact that i am not in Select Women's Ensemble. i love that i am in chorale and vocal ensemble.
i'm glad i am incapable of writing a satisfactory essay because that means i didn't pay attention. i'm glad i can learn from my decisions without making only good ones.
i enjoy having my hair short, although i'd really love for it to grow a little fater. but i like it because i don't look like a clone. i like being able to tell myself apart from the people around me every day. it's consoling almost. that's not quite the word i'm looking for but it will work.
how many will read this?
how many have read this since the summer?
i haven't.