May 10, 2004 22:25
dear Nurturer,
i fear you. i ran down the stairs as quiet as possible from the kitchen. you kept your back to me. you yelled at me. i wanted to tell you to leave. i was too choked up from trying not to cry. you had no reason to get angry. you do this to me a lot. i don't gang up on you.
I AM FUCKING SCARED TO DEATH OF YOU
I HAVE NEVER FEARED PEOPLE
YOU HAVE PLANTED SOMETHING IN ME THAT STOPS MY LIFE
YOU WILL REGRET IT WHEN YOU'RE GONE
YOU WILL REGRET IT WHEN I'M GONE
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO AFRAID IN MY LIFE