and i'm left cold sober
my heart hurts because of "angst"
as my mom calls it.
i miss my cds. is it lame that i cry because i don't have them any more? it's probably hard to understand. i don'teven understand. when i try, i just cry a little more. so why bother?
i need to see grease. but i don't know if that will be possible. how many tickets are left?
if i can't see it, at least i may get to go down. i hope so. i miss you. i plan to see all of you this time. whether my family likes it or not.
everything's moving really fast. i'm graduating in a year and two months. i have to take the SATs in less than a month and a half. i'm taking an AP test in less than four days. i get my license in less than three months. well, that's not moving fast enough. but everything else is. more than enough.
i love you and i will until the day i die.
i swear.
as my mom calls it.
i miss my cds. is it lame that i cry because i don't have them any more? it's probably hard to understand. i don'teven understand. when i try, i just cry a little more. so why bother?
i need to see grease. but i don't know if that will be possible. how many tickets are left?
if i can't see it, at least i may get to go down. i hope so. i miss you. i plan to see all of you this time. whether my family likes it or not.
everything's moving really fast. i'm graduating in a year and two months. i have to take the SATs in less than a month and a half. i'm taking an AP test in less than four days. i get my license in less than three months. well, that's not moving fast enough. but everything else is. more than enough.
i love you and i will until the day i die.
i swear.