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i hope things go back to normal this summer. i really do. and at the beginning of the school year, i hope communication will be like it was at the beginning of this year. i'm really bad at this. i'm not used to putting an effort into being with you guys. it's frustrating that we can't be together any more. every time i'm sitting around doing nothing i wonder what you guys are doing and it makes me sad because i know i don't have a place there any more and everything has just sort of filled in. i said it in an entry sometime in september or october or sometime that long ago and i was right. week after week. but i don't really care. because i love hearing that you're having fun. it makes me so happy to know that. i promise.