hear my screaming heart
I loveyou. I love you with every fiber of my being. Every day I think of you at least fifty percent of the time. It takes all my willpower to not call you and text you. Every time you send me a text I die a bit inside cause I want to tell you this again and again. I need you more than life and not having you kills me. Every relationship I've ever had has merely been my way to deny the truth of how I want to be with you. I know we'll never be but still I have that tiny sliver of hope that damns my soul to a torment I can barely face. I love you, and though that love makes me strong its also killing me.