Post Ghost
It's weird. I have been wanting to post for awhile to say what's going on in my life, but I have lacked the will to say much of anything. I have been hanging out on livejournal, xanga, and myspace every day in stealth mode in the hopes that I might read something that would make me feel better, more courageous, or inspire me to share what has been on my mind, but a strange anxiety steals my thoughts. Alas, settling and unsettling thoughts about women, my job, vocations, martial arts, relationships all across the board and their parting, happiness, insane goals, traveling, transitions, dreams, odd sleeping habits, perfection, and tranquility have been throwing me into a whirlwind of ups and downs. Making sense of it all seems to be taking more out of me than I want to put on, so in response to that I appear to be "out of it" on a continuous basis. I have so much to do and so much to prepare for it's like I am on autopilot right now. I hope I don't crash into anything! :P
Sincerely,
M.I.A.
Sincerely,
M.I.A.