All the songs in my head....
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold and the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering
I'm pretending to be who I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
So even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
And I, just wish I didn't feel like there was something I missed...
Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So goodbye
Please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you need
And I will always love you
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you dreamed of
And I wish you joy
And happiness
But above all
I wish you love
And I will always love you
Cuz I
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world that does not exist
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world I wish I was in
With you
You, now I see
Keepin' everything inside
With you
You, now I see
Even when I close my eyes
And I don't want to let you go
And I don't want to let you know
I drown in your memory
Cuz you're still the whisper on my lips
As days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
I'm here without you
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you
And I dream about you all the time
Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart
Tell me your secrets,
Ask me your questions
OH let's go back to the start
Running in circles,
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
OH take me back the start
If only I'd thought of the right words,
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words,
I wouldn't be here breaking apart
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life
I know you'll be a sun
In somebody else's sky
But why, why, why
Can't it be mine?
....Mea Culpa
To the cold and the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering
I'm pretending to be who I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
So even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
And I, just wish I didn't feel like there was something I missed...
Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So goodbye
Please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you need
And I will always love you
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you dreamed of
And I wish you joy
And happiness
But above all
I wish you love
And I will always love you
Cuz I
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world that does not exist
I looked into your eyes and saw
A world I wish I was in
With you
You, now I see
Keepin' everything inside
With you
You, now I see
Even when I close my eyes
And I don't want to let you go
And I don't want to let you know
I drown in your memory
Cuz you're still the whisper on my lips
As days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
I'm here without you
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you
And I dream about you all the time
Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart
Tell me your secrets,
Ask me your questions
OH let's go back to the start
Running in circles,
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
OH take me back the start
If only I'd thought of the right words,
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words,
I wouldn't be here breaking apart
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life
I know you'll be a sun
In somebody else's sky
But why, why, why
Can't it be mine?
....Mea Culpa