Long time..
It's been a while since I posted. I couldn't ever tell how many people actually read this ever. I've been posting in my Rooster Teeth journal for a while now. Figure I'd stop back.
Things have been up and down.
Top of the year I found I needed to replace my old Honda Civic which we did. Replaced it with an Oldsmobile Achieva.
The Achieva has issues. Issues Firestone couldn't figure out. Still works and runs and everything... just is really finiky.
We recently traded in Jake's Beetle for a Ford Taurus for me which I love. Now the bank is threatening to take it away because the dealership told me to put down that I worked full time and they need a copy of my pay stub showing this which takes a month to generate from the school.
Don't know what's going to happen there.
I feel depressed all the time.
I need an internship and no idea where to go for one. I'm been trying to contact a lawyer in Syracuse but she apparently refuses to return my calls. Fustrating. Do to this I did not graduate in May and have a very rocky relationship with my mom right now. Thanks GOD my dad doesn't know. I don't even want to think what he might do or say... so there's another worry there. I hope he doesn't find out.
Grifball... my one outlet for stress is causing even more stress from team drama.
I just feel like I've nothing happy anymore. Well, not exactly. I've got Novitas which is once a month. That's like my highlight of life right now.
I just could really use a break and I keep feeling like every time I start making head way life shoves me right back down again and it sucks.
But then compared to other people I suppose I'm not too bad off... i guess.
*sigh* I want to go home.
Things have been up and down.
Top of the year I found I needed to replace my old Honda Civic which we did. Replaced it with an Oldsmobile Achieva.
The Achieva has issues. Issues Firestone couldn't figure out. Still works and runs and everything... just is really finiky.
We recently traded in Jake's Beetle for a Ford Taurus for me which I love. Now the bank is threatening to take it away because the dealership told me to put down that I worked full time and they need a copy of my pay stub showing this which takes a month to generate from the school.
Don't know what's going to happen there.
I feel depressed all the time.
I need an internship and no idea where to go for one. I'm been trying to contact a lawyer in Syracuse but she apparently refuses to return my calls. Fustrating. Do to this I did not graduate in May and have a very rocky relationship with my mom right now. Thanks GOD my dad doesn't know. I don't even want to think what he might do or say... so there's another worry there. I hope he doesn't find out.
Grifball... my one outlet for stress is causing even more stress from team drama.
I just feel like I've nothing happy anymore. Well, not exactly. I've got Novitas which is once a month. That's like my highlight of life right now.
I just could really use a break and I keep feeling like every time I start making head way life shoves me right back down again and it sucks.
But then compared to other people I suppose I'm not too bad off... i guess.
*sigh* I want to go home.