Nov 28, 2005 17:43
So, last night I had a bit of a meltdown. For no real reason, I think I just miss everything- Chris, my family, my home. Also, I guess I'm just afraid that things with Chris are going to go wrong. I mean, I've only really had one relationship before, and he left me for a really stupid reason, so I guess I'm kinda afraid that the same sort of thing will happen with Chris, even though he's a billion times more amazing and sweet and just a better man than Nick was.
*Sigh* This year's been so long in some ways. But I suppose it's also gone by pretty quick so far (knock on wood), so I can't really complain. And this semester is almost over. Now I just have to find that one last class, and graduate, and hopefully the rest will fall into place too!
Life just seems to get more and more complicated.
It can't rain all the time.
Maybe I'll call Jared, since he's around...
Well, I'm off to lesson plan.