Frustrating Times Lead to Insane Creations!?
So been stressed and frustrated with trying to get stuff, a plan in place, for AFTER surgery. spent a lot of time on the phone today....still being told they can't set up after care at home until i have already had the surgery....and then I'd have to wait for assesement AND if approved, get a home health aid for the time I can't bear any weight on the operated foot...
So looking into rehab, which I am not thrilled about....and the lady I was talking to as pushing for my to do rehab instead of at home recovery...UNTIL she found out, its an outpatient surgery. Now its an issue of, rehab might not be approved of, since the surgery is outpatient. meaning I go in, get it done, then go home the same day. Melissa and I are VERY frustrated that we can't get a concrete plan in place...
I am still very hesitant and leaning towards not having the surgery as a result...
Anyway, I swear there is a part of my brain that is CRAZY. Why else would it go, "Oh, you want to put Belle in different colors than the usual blue and white, or yellow and gold. You want to do a holiday festive pic, based off the colors of the winter holiday Belle doll you had (WHich was a dark red and gold)....then let's........GO CRAZY AND MAKE A REALLY OVERLY DETAILED PIC that will take TWO HUNDRED years to finish coloring!!) Is it OCD or something that makes me want to work on these overly complicated dresses!?
Though I do think it will look fab when done! And I hope it doesn't take as long as I fear...cause I have a bunch of artsy ideas to consider...Like in addition to the holiday festive pic, I would like to do a festive colors one that is naughty! Like a hot smutty encounter! XD
And yes I know it's months away from Christmas...I don't usually try to do specefic holiday/date themes, cause I am never sure I will get them done on time...but here I am, basically working on what amounts to a Christmas pic in SEPTEMBER.
Been tired from physical therapy and random appointments and what not. Leg and foot have been hurting real bad last three days, and I am walking so damn slow....Had my thyroid imaged today, but no results yet...Hope that doesn't turn out to be serious. But yeah, been so tired and stressed from medical stuff, that I haven't had a chance to work on writing nine of broken hearted comfort....I hope to change that for tomorrow...Fingers crossed for luck on that front!
So looking into rehab, which I am not thrilled about....and the lady I was talking to as pushing for my to do rehab instead of at home recovery...UNTIL she found out, its an outpatient surgery. Now its an issue of, rehab might not be approved of, since the surgery is outpatient. meaning I go in, get it done, then go home the same day. Melissa and I are VERY frustrated that we can't get a concrete plan in place...
I am still very hesitant and leaning towards not having the surgery as a result...
Anyway, I swear there is a part of my brain that is CRAZY. Why else would it go, "Oh, you want to put Belle in different colors than the usual blue and white, or yellow and gold. You want to do a holiday festive pic, based off the colors of the winter holiday Belle doll you had (WHich was a dark red and gold)....then let's........GO CRAZY AND MAKE A REALLY OVERLY DETAILED PIC that will take TWO HUNDRED years to finish coloring!!) Is it OCD or something that makes me want to work on these overly complicated dresses!?
Though I do think it will look fab when done! And I hope it doesn't take as long as I fear...cause I have a bunch of artsy ideas to consider...Like in addition to the holiday festive pic, I would like to do a festive colors one that is naughty! Like a hot smutty encounter! XD
And yes I know it's months away from Christmas...I don't usually try to do specefic holiday/date themes, cause I am never sure I will get them done on time...but here I am, basically working on what amounts to a Christmas pic in SEPTEMBER.
Been tired from physical therapy and random appointments and what not. Leg and foot have been hurting real bad last three days, and I am walking so damn slow....Had my thyroid imaged today, but no results yet...Hope that doesn't turn out to be serious. But yeah, been so tired and stressed from medical stuff, that I haven't had a chance to work on writing nine of broken hearted comfort....I hope to change that for tomorrow...Fingers crossed for luck on that front!