everything and everytime

[clemtgrgirl]

im soo lonely... but yet i shouldnt be alone....im surrounded by people that like me.. but yet i somehow fuck it up or piss someone off.... i went to the new jive festival that adam put on the other day...well all day...for granted rocked the house...and a couple of other bands played.... ive been the hauling bitch and living in between too many things... kensey put some lyrics to a song in his journal..and strangely it could describe me and him.. about how im letting go... in general i try as much as possible to not think about him and i..b/c it just gets my mind all turning and then i just cant do anything with myself.... everytime i think about it i feel depressed..the entire situation makes me feel depressed... ive been spending soo much time with martin and everyone that i really havent been alone in the past week..... i just dont feel like talking about anything.... i wish my world wouldnt keep turning like it does.. upside down and for the worst.... im trying to change.. but it kills me... i always come back to what i know....

....some people live for the fortune...
some people live just for the fame
some people live for the power...
some people live just to the play the game

some people think that the visible things define whats within
but ive been there before but lifes a bore
so full of the superficial

some people want it all...
but i dont want nothing at all
if it aint you baby
if i aint got you baby.......
everything means nothing...if i aint got you

listen...nothing in this whole wide world dont mean a thing
if i aint got you with me ...baby