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i think i just realized what was frustrating me...
just an accumulation of a few reality checks and the disillusionment i've uncovered.
my ideal world of innocence fails to exist. i've known this all along, but i'm a romantic. and i concinved myself it could exist. bad idea. it all comes crashing down.
what happened? i can't pinpoint anything. just a clear vision of my obvious naivety.
i really need to sleep. but i can't shut out my thoughts.
listening to jump little children helps though. i need a hug, lol.
off to attempt sleeping.
i love you guys. just think before you do things.
just an accumulation of a few reality checks and the disillusionment i've uncovered.
my ideal world of innocence fails to exist. i've known this all along, but i'm a romantic. and i concinved myself it could exist. bad idea. it all comes crashing down.
what happened? i can't pinpoint anything. just a clear vision of my obvious naivety.
i really need to sleep. but i can't shut out my thoughts.
listening to jump little children helps though. i need a hug, lol.
off to attempt sleeping.
i love you guys. just think before you do things.