Nov 20, 2006 12:08
hello there world
completely lost the ability to judge what is good and what is totally embarrising, it seems that my inhibitions have been lowered naturally anyway and then mix that with alcohol and it is a deadly combination.
i miss dawson or maybe i miss the idea of him the feeling of affection no matter what, the safety that comes with a relationship, the laste night phone calls and the messages as you awake in the morning.
i guess i am feeling low, emma leaving made me sad even though i shall see her in like a week but that sense of family and eternal friendship is all ways extremely warming
i did have an excellent night last night me and the girlys went on a girls night out minature pub crawl which was entertaining lets just say it included embarrasing drinking games and lots of greece sing alongs.
most of the time i feel enlightened i feel more and more each dday that i am returning to me, growing stronger, and more relaxed as i gain that strength.
but being shunned by embarrasing texting victim A is always a knock down.
nerver mind
life goes on as they say