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[cleh]

i think that sometimes you just got make a fool of your self to climb back on and start all over again

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[cleh]

i know the pettyness of it all and i no i am personally dragging my self down and forceing myself to be the person i so do not wnat to be

i am working in my head ways to just let go and just be

and yeah it is on nights like this where i voice it because i am feeling particuly low

and somedays i am fine

and we all know it is my fault and i will one day snap out of this but i have tried to make my self and all i can do is slump back into this black hole every so often

it is pathetic at the best of times

and i wrote on a piece of paper tonight all the good things in my life and all the bad and the good clearly out weighed the bad by a mile

but still sometimes everything is so grey and those bad things weigh down on you so much to make you question continuously who you are and what your doing and it was just one of those moments

and like any other moment it shall pass and good times will cloud this bad insignificant journal entry untill the next moment comes along

thanks for your words you say them so well

p.s do a dear a female dear ray a drop of golden sun ( i couldnt think of the lyrics t the other song so i just stuck with the whole sound of music theme)