and the puzzle begins
so i think i figured my mind out for now...
i believe in some respects that these past few days of constant thinking about my life have given me some small amount of clarity, it is probably just the fact that i now have moved all the questions i have to one part of my brain untill i decide to go into another wirl wind of phillisophical questions about life and the people in it.
I think i have been down on my self lately because i have felt very lost about the direction my life is taking and the direction i want it to take. I also have found that time and time again i worry about the solution to a problem that hasn't even arose yet.
today i sat and thought and life hit me from a different angle not an angle of unanswered frustrating questions but from an angle of mystery and adventure and i suddenly felt like myself again.
i felt the excitement that drives me to ponder every waking move that my life path takes re enter me, as aposed to the fear that i have been experiencing lately.
i felt fresh and curious and well happy, happy to know that i have no direction and every choice i make will lead me to somewhere i can explore and change or that i can adapt to.
i feel the understanding of myself disapeer and the understanding of my path in life disapeer and just a big box of doors and question marks apear infront of my eyes
and i grabbed my coat walked out the door and decided once again i was ready for a little bit of something new!
i believe in some respects that these past few days of constant thinking about my life have given me some small amount of clarity, it is probably just the fact that i now have moved all the questions i have to one part of my brain untill i decide to go into another wirl wind of phillisophical questions about life and the people in it.
I think i have been down on my self lately because i have felt very lost about the direction my life is taking and the direction i want it to take. I also have found that time and time again i worry about the solution to a problem that hasn't even arose yet.
today i sat and thought and life hit me from a different angle not an angle of unanswered frustrating questions but from an angle of mystery and adventure and i suddenly felt like myself again.
i felt the excitement that drives me to ponder every waking move that my life path takes re enter me, as aposed to the fear that i have been experiencing lately.
i felt fresh and curious and well happy, happy to know that i have no direction and every choice i make will lead me to somewhere i can explore and change or that i can adapt to.
i feel the understanding of myself disapeer and the understanding of my path in life disapeer and just a big box of doors and question marks apear infront of my eyes
and i grabbed my coat walked out the door and decided once again i was ready for a little bit of something new!