Dec 08, 2005 09:36
so today is good
i feel like breathing isn't to much of a struggle
i passed my phillosophy exam woooooo go me!
i told john we should just be friends
which is for the best because i am in no state to start a new relationship with anyone and for once i am going to stop looking for someone to fill the void within me im going to fill it myself in time im not quite sure how but i hear time is a great healer as well as a punk ass bitch so i am going to try and look at the otherside of time and see if maybe it can help me out
my house is hell which sucks because this is my only place to be right now
but atleast hell is warm!
i feel like i should be creative or go clean or maybe just sit on my ass and eat whilst wtaching trisha
but today is good empty but good
and tomorrow well who knows
look at the optomism ..... damn im impressed with myself