People I Thought Cared About Me But Obviously Don't
i thought about this this morning a little bit...there's only a couple people, but still...
first, josh. i thought about this because someone was 2-waying me this morning and i didn't know whose 2-way it was. but it was obviously an idiot's who doesn't know how to use a 2-way cause they kept pressing the button to talk but never said anything into the phone. i thought that MAYBE it was josh cause i don't have his numbers in my phone anymore. but i don't think it was. and now i'm just mad at him. couldn't call me on new years or xmas. fuck you, josh. i hope mandy drives you insane.
second is jake. now i know he moved to seattle and he's got a REAL job now and everything, but you know...you could at least say HI to me every now and then. i did THINK you were a good friend of mine, but i can see now that you weren't. but this isn't the first time you've just kinda singled me out of your life, so i should be used to it, rite? and normally i wouldn't think about this, but i sent him something on AIM about my mom the other day, and it was really important to me and he didn't even say anything to me.
Third, steve. i haven't seen steve since november, i think. i can understand if he doesn't want to be friends with me, and i get that he's busy, but like...whenever i call him when i'm in town, he doesn't even call me back. that upsets me, and if he doesn't want to be my friend and if he hates me for everything, i kinda wish he would just tell me that he feels that way. but the impression i was under is that he could never hate me. i was under this impression becuase thats what he told me, word for word.
i gotta go to class. that was the end of my list, anyway.
first, josh. i thought about this because someone was 2-waying me this morning and i didn't know whose 2-way it was. but it was obviously an idiot's who doesn't know how to use a 2-way cause they kept pressing the button to talk but never said anything into the phone. i thought that MAYBE it was josh cause i don't have his numbers in my phone anymore. but i don't think it was. and now i'm just mad at him. couldn't call me on new years or xmas. fuck you, josh. i hope mandy drives you insane.
second is jake. now i know he moved to seattle and he's got a REAL job now and everything, but you know...you could at least say HI to me every now and then. i did THINK you were a good friend of mine, but i can see now that you weren't. but this isn't the first time you've just kinda singled me out of your life, so i should be used to it, rite? and normally i wouldn't think about this, but i sent him something on AIM about my mom the other day, and it was really important to me and he didn't even say anything to me.
Third, steve. i haven't seen steve since november, i think. i can understand if he doesn't want to be friends with me, and i get that he's busy, but like...whenever i call him when i'm in town, he doesn't even call me back. that upsets me, and if he doesn't want to be my friend and if he hates me for everything, i kinda wish he would just tell me that he feels that way. but the impression i was under is that he could never hate me. i was under this impression becuase thats what he told me, word for word.
i gotta go to class. that was the end of my list, anyway.